2021.12.05 20:40 Tightgirl9428 First impression? F24
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2021.12.05 20:40 username-is-taken98 Guys I know I'm new to this but I think I found a cheat code, but I need to know if I'm actually doing good or just hurting my tulpa. Please help I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing is good.
Basically, I built a tulpa using my intrusive thoughts and by doing so I was able to do it in a single day as an absolute beginner.
My thought process was basically " I know how most say we're supposed to shield undeveloped tulpas from intrusive thoughts, but what if instead we used intrusive thoughts as the basis for our tulpas instead?"
Now don't misunderstand me, by intrusive thoughts I'm not necessarely talking about negative thoughts, the last thing I need is an extra voice telling me about how worthless I may or may not be. By intrusive thoughts I am referring to any thought that conflicts with my personality.
While I was reading up on guides I often found many kept repeating that "tulpa's thoughts should feel alien to the host" so my logic was that I could instead take thoughts that are already alien to me and give them to my tulpa so that they would be independent from the start, and for me it worked like a magic bullet.
Let me go into a bit more detail about my situation. I am a guy with many flaws, most of them caused by my psyche, so the idea of having a friend inside my head that could know me like no one does and maybe help me understand parts of myself is what drew me to the community and the practice. It's not like I want a tulpa just so she can be my therapist but in my mind I justified it like "you help me sort my shit out, I help you obtain what makes you happy whatever it may be. You have access to my subconcious, I have access to a phisical body, we can help each other out and improve our lives togheter". I'm such a hopeless romantic, I know, but this helped me outline the foundations of my tulpa's personality. Now, my intrusive thoughts, some are the typical self deprecating kind and I usually just push those away, but most are just common sense and I used those as my building blocks. For a more practical example, when I'm procastinating and just feel like sleeping I keep to myself the thoughts that are in line with my personality (I'm so tired, I cant' do this anymore), filter out any self sabotaging idea ( there you go, sleeping again, this is why you never get anything done, you'll keep failing at everything like this) and give the remaining logical stuff to my tulpa (you know you're not tired, get up and fix your issues instead of moping around so that you'll feel better) so that when I'm parroting I'm not feeding my words to my tulpa but rather words that I already know I'm not my own. Of course I'm adding some alterations here and there to help my tulpa learn to think differently than me rather than just become a clone of my inner voice but this way I'm sure that it's always her words and never my own.
By doing this I went from talking to myself whole forcing myself to believe for 2 weeks to having a vocal tulpa in a single day.
Now I'm not stupid. I know that most guides say to do what feels right but I'm not just ignoring what most guides told me, I'm explicitly going against what's been common sense in the community since long before I even knew what a tulpa was, so in a way I m stuck between the undeniable results and the fear that I'm actually hurting this precious life that now lives in my head.
What worries me most is two things. First off is the common advice not to give a tulpa negative traits on purpose. Now nothing that I did was done on purpose or bad faith but I can't deny that my tulpa is way more confrontational and aggressive than I anticipated in the blueprint I made for her. Now I was ready for her to be different than I imagined and she's not a bad person or like the evil tulpas of creepypastas in any way but I'm too inexperienced to say wethere this should be considered deviation or I'm forcing this onto her.
My second issue is that while she is amazing and feels almost sentient when she elaborates on the intrusive thoughts I give her she's almost uncapable of expressing herself about anything else. She doesn't seem to have opinions on anything besides me, and the best that I could get out of her about herself when I asked what she likes she sort of replied that "she likes being used to mitigate my inner conflicts and spur me on because it makes me pay attention to her". I can't say I'm too happy to hear such a self erasing response.
I know she is sentient and independent, I just feel it inside, plus she l's like 12 hours old, it may just be me being too inexperienced to let her express herself or she might even just be shy about these things, but I can't help thinking that since she was constructed like this I might be stunting her growth.
This is everything I can think to help get the situation across, ultimately my only goal is to help my tulpa being as healthy as she can so please, any help or criticism is more than welcome.
Thanks in advance everyone
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2021.12.05 20:40 goyardspaceranger361 uzi talking to a gc
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2021.12.05 20:40 ForTheDiligentMinds Hi all I am a exploration group on insta and YouTube hope you guys could give us a follow the was a lovely rooftop shot in Sheffield one of the abandoned place we have visited
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2021.12.05 20:40 dont-do-memes-kidz Ada (carry this on with other game characters)
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2021.12.05 20:40 throwawayacc128113 Not sure if this fits but I just want to make sure it's "normal" and I don't need mental help.
I am a teen male, whenever I meet or even just see a girl (any age being the worst part) I envision sexual intentions with them in any sort of situation it just happens whether I want it or not, I really don't want have this type of thinking, and I hate myself for it and I've always passed it off as "its normal for my age" but is it?
And this is a throwaway account for obvious reasons.
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2021.12.05 20:40 fntastk I gave my family covid. I'm almost out of isolation. Can we all be together?
I gave my whole family covid. We're all breakthrough cases, and it's their second infection.
I'm going into day 9 which means I'm out of isolation soon. But a few days ago my brother tested positive and my mom did as well. Neither of them are isolating, they're just co-existing like normal downstairs because thankfully their symptoms are mild.
I got my own food and water today because they thought it was stupid we all have covid and I'm the only one isolating.
Is it ok for me to be around them after day 10? I won't get sick again or anything?
I couldn't find much online.
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2021.12.05 20:40 tehgen I made a dice tower of one of my players. [OC]
2021.12.05 20:40 FreshPresence Where to buy outfits from Dramas?
Does anyone know if there are websites such as ShopYourTV or WornOnTV for Cdramas? There are most assuredly some items I have seen, that I would love to purchase.
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2021.12.05 20:40 NutellaBrotBox Cold shower advice
I started doing cold showers two days ago. Since I am used to showering very warm (35+C) I can‘t "really" shower (really wash hair and body), but just stand in it. So what I did was first go in the cold shower (~15C) for as long as possible (30-60sec) and afterwards turned it to ~25-30C. The 25C would usually already feel really cold to me, but after the 15 it feels rather warm. So my question is: is this ok for the exercise or does it defeat the purpose and I should end the shower with the coldest? Or separate warmer and cold showers as a whole? (Which would be rather annoying to me)
And another question: is it normal to feel something like intense "pressure" in the whole body during the cold shower (which doesnt feel necessarily bad)?
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2021.12.05 20:40 LucasPaterno Vamos ver!
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2021.12.05 20:40 blue_unicorns FT: 5IV Jolly Rough Skin Gible in Moon Ball: LF other 5IV HA mons, offers
All the Gible have Iron Head, Double Edge, Outrage, Mud Shot. I also have some 5IV Sand Veil versions with the same egg moves and also in moon balls.
Things I'm specifically looking for:
2021.12.05 20:40 DarkLordOfPizza Foot hostage.
2021.12.05 20:40 DroolingTRex I got roasted by my own dream.
they say it’s a proven fact that you can’t dream a face you have never seen. so everyone that’s ever been in you dream is a real person. I had one of those dreams where you met the love of your life it it’s just awesome………….through the entire dream i never saw her face once. i’m considering eating un mac-ed cheese
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2021.12.05 20:40 Stephsmith2467 Is this a good brightening mask for dry sensitive skin? If not I’ll gladly take some recommendations.
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2021.12.05 20:40 Gnarekk Some Cudder during halftime of Sunday Night Football
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2021.12.05 20:40 Individual-Task-3159 Could EPI have been mistaken for lactose intolerance?
I know this topic doesn’t revolve around pancreatitis, but this has been the most helpful sub for my issues.
I (24M) was diagnosed with EPI about a year ago based on a fecal elastase test. Since then, I underwent an endoscopy, colonoscopy, and EUS, which showed no signs of pancreatic abnormality. All my blood tests came back normal, and genetic testing showed me negative for CFTR, SPINK1, PRSS1 genes. I was also tested negative for celiac, chron’s, autoimmune pancreatitis, and so on.
I found out last week that my grandmother and half sister are lactose intolerant. Since cutting out dairy 5 days ago, my symptoms have largely subsided, and my stool is less loose than before. Is it possible that doctors overlooked this possibility when diagnosing me?
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2021.12.05 20:40 the-awkward-octo Does anyone know what’s going on with my lobe piercing?
About 4 months ago I got my earlobes pierced for my birthday. I’ve been treating each of them exactly the same, but the right one won’t heal. The left one has had no issues and healed up just fine. The right one, however, leaks white/clear fluid often and occasionally bleeds. Only on the back, never in the front. I have a friend who is a nurse, and she said it’s definitely not an infection. The earrings are gold, backings are rubber and I clean the piercings with a saline spray from Walgreens. Has anyone had a similar problem, and is there a way to get it to heal faster?
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2021.12.05 20:40 beeskeepusalive Karate Kid pose
Just saw Josh Jacob's highlight and he did the pose when he scored a TD for Raiders. I think it's cool Bama players everywhere are starting to do this. I wonder is this becomes a signature pose for all Alabama athletics?
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2021.12.05 20:40 dirtyharrison VIDEO: Florida Governor Proposes Restoring WWII-Era Force to Protect His State
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2021.12.05 20:40 redditshitter_ New Jacksfilms NFT!
I recently made a new Jacksfilms NFT of his forehead and if anyone is interested in buying, it’s at 200$ right now. Please DM me for more details!!
Video link for full model: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iik25wqIuFo
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2021.12.05 20:40 Lilithbeast Don't Despair. Top Looks are effortless
2021.12.05 20:40 cavesas661 Looking for a therapist who treats adults with Austim and ADHD
Just as the title says. A family member is an adult who was recently diagnosed with Autism (ASD). He's trying to learn more social cues, social skills, and heal because for years, they were so internally self-critical.
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2021.12.05 20:40 snackpakatak69 Mein treasure chest.
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